i feel like a huge part of me is missing.

i don't know why, but somehow i feel like a huge chunk of my life is missing.

how do you keep all the one you loves all together? how do you conquer distances and time differences? how do you tell them that even though you don't see each other, you don't hear from each other that often, you can't take part in stages of their lives - doesn't mean you don't miss them and you still love them as much as before?

wouldn't it be nice if i can have a box, and i can put everyone i love in that box? i don't need facebook, i don't need cellphones, i don't need any mediums to show my love. i just open the box, be inside and be surrounded by the loves of my life. no shitty different continents and timezones - for just that one moment, we are together.

You never know the biggest day of your life is your biggest day, not until it’s happening. You don’t recognize the biggest day of your life, not until you’re right in the middle of it. The day you commit to something or someone. The day you get your heart broken. The day you meet your soul mate. The day you realize there’s not enough time because you wanna live forever. Those are the biggest days. The perfect days. You know, it was a beautiful day.

*mwahs @ 6:58 PM