i had said goodbye to so many people i came to love whole-heartedly in the 3 months we were together for the past 3 days, and just when i thought i couldn't cry anymore because my tear ducts should be empty by now, it proved me wrong again when another group left earlier tonight.

how is it possible that i have so much fucking tears? and when the fuck would goodbye comes easy to me, seeing that goodbye is actually one of my oldest friends in history?

i can't express how much imma gonna miss them. if last semester was hard, this semester is as, if not harder.

imma already missing B, johnny, D, andrew (stevennn), liz, jen & timmy (OMG most AWKWARD moment in the HISTORY yesterday night HAHAHAHA), emily, theresa, judith & the japanese kids... what do i DO?


p/s: my mum and aunt's here in another 7 hours. why do i still feel like shit?

*mwahs @ 3:06 AM