Saturday, January 10, 2009
back in LONDON;
and i had received news that my aunt passed away in indonesia yesterday.

london から
天国の君に
please rest in peace aunt E. you will be in our hearts always.
i will always always remember you... as the awesome aunt who bought me new clothes everytime i go back to indonesia when i was young, the cool aunt who took charge of the whole company and all the workers, the generous aunt who gave us extra money to ice skate in T.A., the funny aunt who cracked jokes over the table of pondok laguna, the witty aunt who gave me a wink in the game of 13...
there's just no way for us to say goodbye... 今どこにいても私たちずっとずっとあなたのこと愛してるよ. imma glad that all the sufferings are over for you, and you are definitely in a much better place now. but how are we suppose to say goodbye to such a loved one?
今めっちゃshell-shocked. 眠れない.
i feel so bad not being able to be with cindy haudi and santy right now. no cousins are there for them as we are all over the fucking world. but be strong darlings, we are there in our hearts.
its times like this that i always regret about not being close to home (and this time its a fucking 7339 miles / 11811 km distance we're talkin about). 遠距離でも心の思念を届けれるかな...
眠れない
まだ信じてない
これから when i go back to indonesia もう二度と君に会えないってありえない
愛してる
ずっと
ずっと
Rest In Peace
*mwahs @ 12:08 AM