i cannot even begin to tell eu how sick i am of being sick.

my life had been nothing but sleepin, gettin up, blowin my nose, cough my life away, med, eatin whatever is available, and sleep again. it's almost a routine dude, ROUTINE. me, havin a routine life, like WHOA.

seriously, the energy i'd generated from blowin my nose could probably provide enough electricity for africa for 2 weeks.

gimme the -______________________________- face, thanks.

;;;

just HAFTA say this. gossipgirl season finale tomorrow tuesday night. stupid time difference. but omg. season finale already. nette and i will go crazy till fall, without a doubt.

AND grey's anatomy is comin to an end too. all the Ws and the Ts and the Fs. how am i gonna survive till fall?

;;;

which kinda reminds me that i'll be in a total different country, different environment, heck, different continent in fall. very very not surreal. as much as imma dying with excitement and i absofuckinlutely CANNOT wait to be in italy, i know that i'll miss japan, and the people and the random lil' stuffs that only japan can give me.

see, another grass patch now. great, do i hafta live with like so many freakin grass patches in my life? gees.

put it this way, say i meet this person once a month, which technically means i only have 3 MORE CHANCES to hang out with this person. 3!!!

;;;

but then i guess it's not the time eu spent with each other that counts, but the things eu had done with that person.

;;;

this dude from school was tellin me that there is always the case where italy would reject my visa application, and so i would have to go back to malaysia to apply for it.

DUDE, THIS IS NOT A BAD THING AT ALL OKAY, eu dun hafta apologize for it.

please reject my visa here HAHA so i can have an official reason to go home.

;;;

homesick bug is still bitin me time to time for god knows what reason. i miss the familiar sceneries, familiar faces, familiar scents, familiar everything.

;;;

if eu're not the one then why does my hand fit yours this way.

*mwahs @ 6:17 PM