say OH EMM GEE. it's already 2008. two oh OH 8ight. seriously, 2007 just went past like THIS *snap fingers*.

to do what i always do, which is to look back at the year and see if i even stick to my resolutions, to makin new resolutions and wishin the next year will be even better is like a yearly routine. this blog will be 4 years old soon [another OH EM GEE], and its like a ritual thingie.

200SE7EN.

JAN;

# spendin the countdown at GP, billard and watami with rika eugene jeff and co...
# found out that H is dating someone.
# then the whole drama about me, A and C.
# 3 consecutive disneysea nights with the dongbang boys.

FEB;

# snowwhite, my new camera, into the family.
# moved to takadanobaba.
# graduated from ABK, FINALLY.
# went back to singapore, malaysia and indonesia for a month.
# met up with alot alot of my lurfeeeeees and was busy throughout the whole 1 month.

MAR;

# came back unwillingly.
# prison break marathon baby.
# choosing of courses to take.
# endless orientation and talks.

APR;

# an official student of waseda university.
# the street with the sakuras.
# the lurfeeeeeeeeely people i met in school.
# get to know alot of things i never know in life.
# lost marathon.
# virginia tech tragic. RIP laura.
# ethanny into the big family.

MAY;

# dramatic dramatic incident which make me realize how much the 3 of them care.
# got realllly close with allen and craig. my family ;D
# band manager.
# krispy kremeeeeeeeee.
# the whole rence drama with anzeal.
# one whole week of holiday due to measles.
# and how half of the SILS peeps went to toyama park, and hub after that.
# and that's when we got really close.
# ICU crashin day, with the whole pool-infront-of-church incident.
# milan winnin UEFA cup.
# maiko left to sandiego.
# the whole makin of the scrapbook.

JUN;

# partiess partiesss and more partiessss.
# hub hub and more hub.
# kennyboiiiiiiiii is here in tokyooooooooo OMGGGGGGG. a dream of 2 fuckin years!
# and so is alvinaaaaaa.
# spent the good 10 days together, and the last night's rooftop love.
# cried like fuck in the airport.
# battlin mid-terms.
# mum is here toooooo with aunt shirley, aunt lydia, winny and jessica.
# spent 3 mondays consecutively at disney.

JUL;

# osaka & kyoto.
# and the people i met were amazin.
# havin no space in my room due to overcrowding problem.
# 070707.
# harry potter and the deathly hallows!!!!!!!
# cried like fuck after finishin it in 7 hours.
# the whole drama of H comin to tokyo and we still didn't meet each other.
# still tonness of parties and clubbin.
# 7 days in a week final nightmare.
# staff meetin for ashinaga summer camp.

AUG;

# summer holiday.
# SUMMER CAMPPPPP.
# where i get to meet all the ones i was dying to see again.
# and spent solid 18 days together.
# and cried like fuck in airport.
# kobe sightseein.
# H.U.G.A.L.M.V.

SEP;

# lester aiai is here in tokyo KYAAAAAA.
# spent good solid 10 days together.
# the shoppin, clubbin, night on fireeeeeee, video cammin...
# start workin in laboheme and get to know those amazin coworkers.
# back to school, and worried the hell about GPA.
# course registration AGAIN.
# and get to hangout with a few peeps.
# ken's house party. やばいいいいい totally.

OCT;

# no longer the freshest freshmen.
# i turned 19, bitch!
# dinner at outback and muse clubbin.
# the best surprise from the laboheme sweeties.
# and matchmakin fumi and natsuko up.
# study abroad craziness. the essays, the interviews, the orientations...
# hardcore halloween party with sophia.
# sam and josie are here in tokyooooo.

NOV;

# crazy workin schedule.
# SILS party II.
# linkin park orgasmic concert.
# gettin in touch with maki again.
# grandpa got sick and freaked the hell outta me.

DEC;

# SILS fall program. met a crazy bunch of people whom imma always gonna miss.
# annoucement of study abroad thingie - imma going to venice.
# strugglin essays and more essays.
# winter break.
# parties and more parties.
# hub and more hub.
# birth of eric's daughter.
# xmas party at eragu aoyama.
# talked to akanishi jin and his brother, crystal kay and shirota yu at the afterparty.
# laptop crashed and miraculously came to life.
# new year countdown at laboheme, muse then meiji shrine.


i'd mentioned before that 2005 is prolly the best year of my life, with the whole drama of thinkin where to go after O's, and all the choices i had to make to decide where imma going and finally to japan. but 2007 is different. if i say 2005 is a turnin point of my life, from a well sheltered pampered princess to sensible teenager who needs to learn on how to be responsible, then 2007 is the year where i further cultivated myself into an adult who knows what she is doing and how it will affect her and the enviroment.

of course, not to say that i totally succeed in doin that, but nonetheless i'd tried. it's kinda emotional, to look back at 2007 since its the year where i first went back home from studyin abroad, and where i first experience college life. its the year where i met alot of new friends whom i grew to lurfe, and its the year i slowly became a real adult.

i'd done many things and met so many people whom imma extra grateful to, and i can't xpress how much those memories mean to me. to all the amazin people who had showered me with friendships, hugs, patience, caring and love, thankew. eu guys have no idea how much it sucks to be 238490248234 miles away from eu guys, and even if imma not 39248932048324 miles away from some of eu, and we see each other everyday, eu guys are constantly on my oscar-winnin speechlist.

to the only 2 in the world who never stopped believin in me, my dadday and mummay, thankew. euur lurfe is amazin. speechlessly amazin. i'll make eu guys proud one day.

to lester and ken, who came all the way to tokyo to see me [with other goals as well of course], thankew. eu have no idea how much this trip eu make means to me. it is not just the visit that touched me, but the effort eu make and the procedures eu hafta go through to come here. that 20 days will stay with me, even when imma in italy. i dunno how to thank eu guys enough, really. all i could say is, eu guys kept me alive, like total super alive, in that 20 days.

to rence, 2007 was the year that truly tested our friendship, i believe. but thankew, for every word eu'd said to reassure me that our friendship will never change, and for every single action eu did that lead to the arguement with anzeal. 2007 was a hard year for eu, and imma really sorry i was not there durin that darkest period, but imma always always only a call away. even though there's a couple of times where imma totally disappointed with eu, i still lurfe eu all the same.

to the SILS peeps whom i grow so fond of, thankew. eu guys had been amazin, and we had totally rock the college life outta each other. no parties, hub, clubbin and even classes and lounge chillin time are ever complete without eu guys, and eu guys are constantly constantly on my mind. imma glad to come across eu guys and rest assure that eu guys will still be on my mind even if we are 9348902843204 miles apart from each other in that 1 year of studyin abroad. i lurfe SILS, through and through, if eu dunno that yet.

and to capri wengfai charlene allen craig miri mai megu aki ayaka mimi yumi, thankew. eu guys never fail to stick by me, lift me up when i was down, and smile with me through happy times. eu guys have no idea how much i heart eu guys.

and lastly, to EU, yes eu, the one readin this right now, thankew. for readin this blog time to time, for lookin into my life, for even botherin to care, for sharin my ups and downs unknowingly...

thankew.

wow i felt like i just gave this long long long thankew speech in oscar, except that they will probably overrun-ed me when imma in my 2nd paragraph. TSK. but yeah, i always make it a point to be xtra appreciative of the people around me, so dun stop me from being a tiny lil emo. hehe.

alright, time for the... *horrorrrr* check of resolutions i'd make in 2007.

2007 RESOLUTIONS;

> no wars, disasters to happen at anywhere.
> for everyone around me to be happy, safe and sound.
> dad and mum to live healthily.
> ethan and ethanie to grow up happily.
> grandpa to continue to live healthily.
> to have the biggest fun in college life.
> to meet the most interestin people in college.
> to go to ashinaga summer camp again and meet up with all the kids.
> summer holiday, meetin terrie in HK, and potential stalkin plan in korea.
> to go to church on regular basis.
> earn more to lessen parents' burden.


> to be a better person.
> to be there for eu guys when eu guys need me.

orhhhh kayyyy. wars and disasters. narh it will never stop. but STILL. its a resolution. dad and mum, ethan and ethanie are both great, i can't absolutely wait to see them, and grandpa was healthy, until a month ago... i had the biggest fun in college, and i did meet the most interestin people. i did went to ashinaga camp, and even though i didn't go to HK or korea in summer holiday, i still had lotsa fun. i did went to JLH on regular basis and i did get jobs and am earnin more.

so technically, i still stick to at least half of my resolution. now for the new one...

2008 RESOLUTIONS;

> no wars, disasters to happen at anywhere.
> for everyone around me to be happy, safe and sound.
> dad and mum to live healthily.
> ethan and ethanie to grow up happily.
> grandpa to continue to live healthily and doesn't fall sick again.
> meet up as many lovelies as possible durin the 2 months back home.
> to enjoy college life before italy.
> to make the most out of it in italy.
> meetin up with hana in germany.
> europe tour.
> form even some more deeper friendships.
> get another scholarship.


> to be a better person.
> to be there for eu guys when eu guys need me.

somehow the last 2 never change since 2005, so i'll still try to improve on that area. HAHA.

with that said, as i waved goodbye to 2007, i know 2008 will be a even brighter, shinnier, better rockin year for me. yes, it's THE melody's 2008.

till then, AU REVOIR 2007!

*mwahs @ 4:08 AM