it's so hard to say goodbye to yesterday, year 2;

dude. i KNOW the summer camp ended on 17.

dude. i KNOW i came back to tokyo like on the 20.

dude. i KNOW it's already 25 and i haven't even blog about the camp.

dude. i KNOW i mentioned before that i wanna blog a day to day thing about the camp.

dude. i KNOW i need to blog it down asap before i forget all the small details.

dude. i KNOW. i fuckin KNOW.


BUT.


how the hell do i sum up this 18 days of my life, that is safe to say, almost the best summer of my entire life?

the camp this year is wayyy better than last year, and there's so so so so so many things that are worth mentionin, but yet when i try to put them down to words, i couldn't get anythin out.

it prolly hafta do with the whole emotions within, and i bet none of eu get what imma tryin to say, but yeah seriously eu wun get it if eu are not there euurself.

imma still tryin to get use to the whole life without the usual 31 kids, without the usual staff meetings, without the usual translation works, without the usual instructions from student volunteers, without the usual bickerin with kanako, without the usual long bus rides till our butts hurt, without the usual girlfriend dance, without the usual singing of RASAAA INIII in the middle of nowhere, without the usual of people going 'loe orang', without the usual 'pagi sayyyyyyyy', and without the usual, yet unusual bunch of people who were with me for 2 summers consecutively.

it's hard i guess, since as naza'd mentioned, i get attached to people kinda easily, and it's really not easy to just forget them after we spend 32 days of our entire life totally together 24/7-ly, laughin and cryin together.

i tried not to be that sentimental but seriously daisuke and kanako thought i would had flood the whole KIX on the day of their departure.

but ohwellll, seriously, summer camp 2007... where do i start, and where do i end?

all i know is, imma no longer the same after this summer, as there are hell lots of new memories livin inside me, and those are the ones that will be in my heart until the day i die.

there could be no more summer like this next year, but summer 2007 - マジ最高だ ☆ !




*mwahs @ 5:00 PM