shhhs;

<meta name='google-adsense-platform-account' content='ca-host-pub-1556223355139109'/> <meta name='google-adsense-platform-domain' content='blogspot.com'/> <style type="text/css">@import url(//www.blogger.com/static/v1/v-css/navbar/3334278262-classic.css); div.b-mobile {display:none;} </style> </head><body><script type="text/javascript"> function setAttributeOnload(object, attribute, val) { if(window.addEventListener) { window.addEventListener('load', function(){ object[attribute] = val; }, false); } else { window.attachEvent('onload', function(){ object[attribute] = val; }); } } </script> <div id="navbar-iframe-container"></div> <script type="text/javascript" src="https://apis.google.com/js/platform.js"></script> <script type="text/javascript"> gapi.load("gapi.iframes:gapi.iframes.style.bubble", function() { if (gapi.iframes && gapi.iframes.getContext) { gapi.iframes.getContext().openChild({ url: 'https://www.blogger.com/navbar/6280862?origin\x3dhttps://melxxz.blogspot.com', where: document.getElementById("navbar-iframe-container"), id: "navbar-iframe" }); } }); </script>

;THA ONE.

mell-'

;just because i am me;
and eu are, well, just eu.

VENEZIAAAA; Italia.

;STATEMENT.

paradoxical ; whimsical.
eu can't really handle me.

define me?

eu're a divine BITCH.

;THE MOMENTune.

#Sonohra;
Love Show

;SCREAM to me.

;THEM.

;885566.
;aleney.
;alvina.
;amanda'ang.
;amanda'tan.
;amylia.
;andry.
;baoying.
;barry.
;bayoe.
;bell.
;brittany.
;carolyn.
;capri.
;charlene.
;corinna.
;crystal.
;damian.
;daphne.
;deenah.
;dragon.
;ellie.
;enhui.
;enyi.
;engkhye.
;eugene.
;fion.
;guojie.
;hana.
;huichong.
;hweeying.
;jaclyn.
;jared.
;jasmine.
;jecka.
;jeremy.
;jessica'pang
;jester.
;jingxuan.
;joanna.
;junhao.
;kennyboi.
;laura.
;lester&jeremy.
;linette.
;lisa.
;louis.
;lynette.
;marcus'ee.
;marcus'tan.
;meikwan.
;melissa.
;michael.
;michelle.
;momoko.
;naza.
;nicholas.
;nurul.
;pearlynn.
;polynn.
;qingxiang.
;rebecca.
;rencey.
;rita.
;ruoci.
;sarah.
;shannon.
;sharon.
;shanshan.
;sharania.
;smelly.
;stanley.
;steffie.
;stephanie.
;vannie.
;vivien.
;weiboon.
;weihao.
;weihao'c.
;weixian.
;weixiong.
;wengfai.
;yeouyun.
;yingz.
;yueyue.
;zhenghang.

;PAST memoirs.

March 2004
April 2004
May 2004
June 2004
July 2004
August 2004
September 2004
October 2004
November 2004
December 2004
January 2005
March 2005
April 2005
May 2005
June 2005
July 2005
August 2005
September 2005
October 2005
November 2005
December 2005
January 2006
February 2006
March 2006
April 2006
May 2006
June 2006
July 2006
August 2006
September 2006
October 2006
November 2006
December 2006
January 2007
February 2007
March 2007
April 2007
May 2007
June 2007
July 2007
August 2007
September 2007
November 2007
December 2007
January 2008
February 2008
March 2008
April 2008
May 2008
June 2008
July 2008
August 2008
September 2008
October 2008
November 2008
December 2008
January 2009
February 2009
March 2009
April 2009
May 2009
June 2009
July 2009
August 2009
September 2009
October 2009
November 2009

;GETTA me.

@ mailey.
;friendster.
;myspace.
;facebook.

`and tha mel fanclub keeps rollin. >D

Sunday, December 10, 2006

dreamin of eu tonight;

I DON'T BELIEVE IT.

after 3 WHOLE years of not seein each other again, and 2 years 4 months without dreams about him, i dreamt about him yesterday night.

and it was so. real. that i almost chocked when i wake up.

i dunno WHY does he still has THAT impact on me, but really, when can you ever let off me, mr. H?

the funniest thing is the feeling i had everytime in the dream FELT SO REAL. it was just like any-other-day feeling and it was SO eerie. and i HATE it everytime i have dream of him, because somethin's bound to happen everytime i dream of him.

the eerieness 2 years 4 months ago hasn't left me one bit. when i received a sms from him sayin that he's back in singapore the morning AFTER i had a dream about him creeped me out SO MUCH.

i mean, really. who am i kiddin when i said i forgot about him already. it's impossible, and i know it will live in me till the day i die. the memoirs, the regret, everything. i think this is god's punishment for me to try to escape 3 years ago, so now i gotta bring this guilt and regret to my grave. great job god, eu totally did it.

Image Hosted by ImageShack.us

Image Hosted by ImageShack.us

i hate the way i dun hate eu; not even close, not even a lil bit, not any at all.

alas, i can only blame myself~

*mwahs @ 4:29 PM