au revoir;

LAST DAY OF 2006.


kennyboi's creation @ everydayonepiece. MUAHAHAS.

i was readin the post i had on the last day of 2005 and i realized, hey, i didn't changed much, except then again, on alot of things.

recap of '06.

from the first time in snowin tokyo, to the memorable 060114, to first trip to disneysea, to first ipod nano, dslite and laptop, to new room in arakawa, to first job as waitress, to dancin at starlight studio and the whole hiroki-checkin-me-out thing, to a new class D1, to japan winnin WBC championship, to se7en concert, to sam and des comin to visit from canada, to the night we met rika, taka and mayu and GP, to my first attempt of making a soup, to the worldcup fiesta - the joys and the tears, to see GP closed down and had a new GP, to eric dadday gettin a girlfriend, to jen's visit from canada - and the whole johnny's fetish at harajuku, to the huge huge misunderstood the school had about me, to the dearest mum to my rescue, to the discover of how she feels, to takin part in the ashinaga summer camp which changed my life completely - and meetin the amazin kids and new friends, to gettin into my dream college - all the preparation for entrance essay, interview, suit-mania, 234242 hours of prayin and what's not, to mum's visit to tokyo and 3 weeks of being together after not seein her for almost a year, to havin the sweetest date with maki, to the AMAZIN night of YG concert and the after party - my fangirl dream came true in the every possible way, to my 18 birthday - where i finally wave goodbye to all the underage signs AND my 1st anniversary in tokyo, to capri's bad breakup, to findin a new church, to meetin mokomichi, to new niece ethanie, to the halloween night celebration, to babysit akimu, yuki and mizuki, to the fantastic united live, to yuuji leavin GP, to fallin head over heels with koshikawa yu of japan's volleyball team, to the crazy dream of H, to the biggest bang ever, to a new haircut, and to the kickass christmas and new year eve celebration.

man, how do i even sum up this year?

i had ALOT of wicked fun this year, and a fair share of good and bad. okay i lied, the good SO outbeat the bad. this had been a very very good year for me, and imma not sure if i can get even luckier than 2006. but netherless, i learned alot, i grew up, and i can't wait for next year.

TO ALL, who had been there for me in 2006, showerin me with love, care, support and thinkin of me in every possible way;

THANK EU.

i always feel bad because i cannot be there when eu guys need me. the whole 'distance is no problem' is a total bullshit when i learned that capri cut herself because she had no one to turn to after the bad breakup. i SO wanted to be there for everyone when they're sad, wanted to be there to give them a hug, wanted to be there to pat them on the shoulder and say, "it's alright!", wanted to be there when they have somethin good or bad to share, but alas~ being 7 hours away from eu guys totally forbids me to do so, but i still want to be there for eu guys if eu guys need me.

so, apologies to those who had ever felt that they're alone when i could be there to do somethin to make eu feel better. imma sorry i can't be there, but i'm ALWAYS, just a call or a click [MSN larhs idiot HAHAS] away.

1 year without seein eu guys, and imma not sure how far can i go further without a hug from eu guys. i so can't wait to be home. till then, wait for the tightest hug ever >)))

and ethan. gosh. no words could describe how mother effin much i miss eu. imma sorry i couldn't be there when eu grow up to be the most outstandin man in the world. imma sorry i didn't fulfil a good aunt's part. but eu know what? i lurfe eu so much, it stinks. >3

and to the rest, i would not be here without eu guys. so here's the new year resolutions with lots of love.

2007 RESOLUTIONS;

> no wars, disasters to happen at anywhere.
> for everyone around me to be happy, safe and sound.
> dad and mum to live healthily.
> ethan and ethanie to grow up happily.
> grandpa to continue to live healthily.
> to have the biggest fun in college life.
> to meet the most interestin people in college.
> to go to ashinaga summer camp again and meet up with all the kids.
> summer holiday, meetin terrie in HK, and potential stalkin plan in korea.
> to go to church on regular basis.
> earn more to lessen parents' burden.


> to be a better person.
> to be there for eu guys when eu guys need me.

the last 2 never change HAHAS.

time to check if i had actually followed my resolutions for 2006. *shakes in fear*

NYR`06;

#NO WARS. DISASTERS. RIOTS.
#everyone around me to be HAPPIE and SAFE and HEALTHIE.
#dadday and mummay to be fightin fit.
#ethan to grow up happilie each dae.
#grandpa to keep smilin and fit like a 20 year old.
#to enjoy everydae cause it's a gift from god.
#smile no matter how hopeless the situation seems.
#try to go to church more often.
#work hard fer school.
#dance hard in starlight.
#be nice. HAHAS.
#get a HOT japanese boyfriend! YIPEE.
#be a BIMBO like rei. HAHAS.

and, tha same with last year.

#to be a better person.
#to be there fer euu guys if eu guys need mie.

AHAHHAA. what shallow resolutions i had last year HAHAS. i didn't work exactly hard for school, and i didn't go to dance for how long already. i think imma a lil nicer now, but then again, that's not enough i guess, and damn i haven't get a hot japanese boyfriend yet. who the hell wanna date someone who practically hang out with all the guys like it's her brother? bimbo. mmm. imma not sure, but then again, i know imma really bimbotic in someway. *cough shoppin cough*

but alas, i realized that at least half of my list is done [and it's not really me HAHAS SHIT].

last point before i put a fullstop in 2006: i miss eu guys, and i can't wait to be back. lurfe eu guys so muchie mucho, mwahs.

till then, GOODBYE 2006! お疲れ~!

*mwahs @ 7:41 AM