blooowwwww;

it's crazy, i swear. the EFFIN WIND IN TOKYO IS CRAZY. so winter is comin, but i dunno why must the wind play a part in this whole 'welcom to winter' thingie. i HATE WIND. to think that we are shiverin under merely 23'c. what the hell are we gonna do durin january?!

somethin's seriously wrong with the weather this year. the summer ended faster than usual, and there's more typhoon and cold wave hittin us. the temperature at november feels like january, and imma still freezin in my 2 blankets and 1 hot blanket.

*mumbles*

and shit. i can't believe i had just talked about the weather.

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i have a sudden urge to shop. mabbie poppin down to aoyama later. issey miyake, dolce & gabbana and commes des garcons had new collections ;D

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i need to kill that chicken-ness in me. i NEED to STOP cryin while watchin sappy dramas. terrie said it's loserish, and i KNOW it's loserish. but i just dunno why the effin tears just rolllllll whenever the scene is dramatic. WORD.

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kei called just now and talked about the P-Walk 10. i reallllly wanted to go, but i hafta go to EJU that day. stupid ain't it. i miss everyone. >( think i'll probably pop down after EJU or somethin. but the freakin EJU is at tokyo university;shibuya campus, and the freakin P-Walk is some 10km from hibiya.

どうする? 行きたいなぁ~　皆と超会いたいなのに...
またある日だよね!

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i can't believe that i will be seein her again. after all the tears, all the fights, all the accusations. i wonder if i can really plaster a smile on my face throughout the whole trip and even try to forget about that sentence she'd said to me months ago.

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yuna is sick. juyeon is sick. everybody is sick nowadays. get well soon my babies.

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faifai was being all weird and asked for my address. imma suspectin that he's sendin me cowdungs or even bombs. omg what should i do. *THAT face*

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can't wait for the participation of shinyeon unni in our GP night outs.

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i want FEB 10 to come like, TOMORROW.

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i miss everyone back home.

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imma dyin without my ethan-ess.

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i lurfe eu guys.　

*mwahs @ 12:44 AM