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Sunday, October 08, 2006

hey eu II;

the interview.

okay. the interview. right. everyone had been askin me about that. the interview. it went.

ok
pretty ok
not bad
pretty good.

yes.

^______________________^

like, come on, its interview eu know. TALKIN. what more can i be better at? the essay was alright too, bullshit the hell with a tint of facts. i was tryin to conjuer up a le va dan brown. HAHAS.

to be honest, i was MAD nervous before i went into the room, but i was well prepared. to my relieve, it was the same professor i met 2 months ago. and they were noddin their heads alot and they had said, "very good! good!" for more than 10 times.

they were also awed by my japanese level, and they went crazy when i told them i represent 3 countries, not 1.

BUT imma not lettin my guards down. there's ALWAYS every what if in the picture. imma freaked out. next week is the final annoucement. i might step on eugene's foot any second on friday.

NON CHRISTIANS: EU CAN SKIP FROM THIS PART ONWARDS.

on a brighter note, imma glad i'd found a church here. i used to hop from one church to another, not really likin it or just, didn't think it suits me. until yesterday, when i went to andry's church for the new generation live and that's it.

i know eric dadday will be very proud of me. imma proud of myself too. imma not gonna talk much about it since imma not really a preachin person, but imma thankful. and what's even crazier is that one of the leaders there WORKS IN WASEDA'S SILS.

i went O______________________O when he told me he knows who i am.

that's how bloody small the kingdom of God is.

i'd met tonnes of really friendly people, and went to service todae. LIKE OMG. WHEN IS THE LAST TIME I WENT TO SERVICE? i watched them worshippin on stage and i miss hebron SO MUCH.

when i saw the drummer, i thought of ah sheng and abel. when i saw the bass/guitar players, i thought of zion and weichao, sheng ern and meihui. when i saw the worship leader, i thought of jacob. when i saw the worshippin team, i thought of joanne, cattie, kexin and michelle. when i heard them singin songs from Hillsongs United's new CD - United We Stand, i thought of us singin Hillsongs United's More Than Life album. when i saw them dancin to the songs, i thought of us being crazy, rockin our heads along to 'All Day' and 'One Way' [all time favorites, huh?]

i miss hebron. ALOT ALOT. it's the best church i had ever been, and it feels like my second home. everyone is so chummy with each other, and i can honestly walk around and see someone with a smile anywhere.

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the only decent picture i have right now of them, which is only like 2% of the church.
leetheng; huijia; mellie; sally; kevin; zhiwen.
we are SO colorful hahas.

imma happy at JLH right now, even though i still find it weird to be the 'newcomer'. i have not been a newcomer at church for... OMG HOW LONG ALREADY? i was usually the one who went to talk to newcomers, and now people are comin around and talk to me. it's BLOODY weird. i know i know, we ALL have this kinda experience, but yeahs. imma just being whiny. toni was tellin me she knows exactly how i feel. like for god sake, her dad is the pastor of the church and everyone knows her back in her church in aussie. and when she came here, she had to do the whole newcomer thing all over. omg it was a classic conversation.

but i did had fun, and i liked it here. everyone's really friendly, and i finally get to listen to english service instead of chinese one at pink's church. i finally get to sing worship songs in english instead of chinese [and not really understandin it] and i finally get to read bible in english openly instead of gettin people to translate to me what the freak is -INSERT CHINESE BIBLE VOCABULARY-. not that i suck at chinese [i got A1!!! REMEMBER THAT!] but eu will never understand those weird chinese translations they have for names and places after growin up practically readin bible in english all euur life.

like, how the hell eu know what's genesis and acts and proverbs in chinese?

*mumbles*

OH and even a brighter note - HILLSONGS UNITED LIVE IN TOKYO NEXT MONTH!!!!!!!!!! IMMA CRAZY HAPPY BEYOND WORDS. UNITED LIVE, AGAIN, IN MY EYES. i never thought i would be seein United live ever again after comin to tokyo and it turned out to be SO wrong. got the tickets with andry and it's at aoyama kakuin. IRONIC.

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call me if eu stay in tokyo, and wanna go to the concert.

imma so xcited, novemver 19 ;D

and PLEASE, if eu even THINK that worship songs are those mumbles which will make eu fall sleep, WAKE UP.


Hillsongs United - One Way [supposedly, one of hebron's top 10 songs xD]

bet eu didn't know Christians can rock like THAT huhs? ;D

to tell eu the truth, i thought i went into Linkin Park's concert instead of United's when i saw them live last year. it was some serious le va rock de concert.

watch the video not in a religion way, but in a musical way. it's good music i swear. my eyes went O_________O when i first heard hillsongs years ago and the funniest part was that i saw people wearin kimonos, dancin to that when i came here.

overall, i think it's amazin what God had done in my life, and imma forever thankful to Him. so. sue me. i lurfe Him.

NON CHRISTIANS: EU CAN COME BACK NOW.

it's public day off tomorrow so i dun have to sleep early. dig that.


*mwahs @ 5:35 PM