almost in lurfe;

there must be a point of time where eu look around eu, and notice that all euur friends are attached, all cuddlin together, wearin couple tees, smilin and gigglin at absolutely nothing out of the sudden. and then it hit eu that eu are the only one left, starrin at the non-ringin handphone and sigh.

no one is free to hang out with eu anymore, cause they are gonna watch movie with their babyboi. no one is free to have mad-hour-gossip-phonecalls with eu anymore, cause they need to talk or msg their babyboi even though they see each other for 18 hours a day.

and all eu can do, is to sit down, watch those sappy romantic flicks, and get even more depress.

i used to feel SO insecure when capri got herself a boyfriend. of course imma happy for her. but a dark area inside me started to fear that our friendship will change. i know it's my fault, and i shouldn't doubt a 14 years and still going friendship. but then again, i know that things will change, no matter how much she reassured me.

of course, we are still deep soulmates, and i dun really feel affected due to our distances with each other, but somewhere somehow, i realized that i got passed that stage of feeling inferior when imma with her cause our friendship had passed that stage.

we don't need to exchange any words between each other for half a year, and yet deep down we know that we are ALWAYS there for each other. we can tell others that they are our good friends, but deep down, there's always that 1 name that remains in our heart, and we both know how much we meant for each other. we reached the stage whereby we can truly says that even if the world flip upside down, our friendship will never change.

i lost count ofthe exact date of had we known each other. 1992 march? but netherless, she is someone who make me into who i am today.

<3 to capri. cheers to our 14 years of friendship, and still goin.

*mwahs @ 4:00 PM