BAPY x BBAP;

i am goin to be anti-bathin ape, anti-babymilo, and anti-bapy from now on.

japanese dudes should stop their huggggeeee obession for bathin ape SERIOUSLIE. so i went over to harajuku to help aron's friend to buy tha limited shirts. i shall call this BBAP - Buy Bathing Ape Project. we reached at 7.30am and tha queue was freakin long. never underestimate tha perseverance of japanese dudes when it comes to buyin limited edition stuffs.

we drew lots again and i got 69! huge improvement from last time, but it's not good enough to buy tha shirt. aron got 8 and imagine his disappointment when tha guard refused his entry when he saw tha ink stamp on aron was particially gone. they were super freaky i swear.

we then went to queue at bapy and after gottin in finallie after 2 hours, i bought a whoppin 78500yen worth of stuffs and got out. those rich asses should die seriouslie. -hate. then lastlie we went to babymilo to buy this babymilo x hellokitty tshirt. crossover is nice, but imma startin to hate all these stuffs. HAHA.

i stayed on without catchin a wink for more than 22 hours and collapsed on tha bed after biddin goodbye to AC, aron and guys. we are goin to do BBAP again for the weekend so. HWAITIN MEL.

kenji called when i was sleepin. HAHAS. i asked myself, why do i seem to like him more than tha rest, and then it hits me.

he reminds me of danny.

and speakin of danny, here it goes again. watchin tha clips of them flyin back to LA break me. tha song in tha background make it even harder to see them go. and then, watchin past performances totallie knock me out to bits.

this is just how i felt when david beckham left man utd. in fact, i am 3274892752 times sadder now, but tha feelin is somewhat there. it's like, some parts of eu is missin, but eu can't put words into that. 1TYM had accompanied me since 1999. 6 years is a very long time to support someone. i see them grow into men now and their songs accompanied my every single lonelie night. imma not kiddin. there's a storie behind EVERY songs of theirs to me. of course, 'everyday and night' hold super significant meanin to me because it's my favourite track.

someone went "it's just some stupid boyband on hiatus. eu can live with that."

yes. i can live with that. but they are not just a boyband. they are in fact, NEVER called a boyband because that's not what they do. they rap, they do music like no one could, they rock seoul tha wae no one could.

tedd said its just a 'short goodbye', and i can totallie pretend its another long period to 6th jib, but i know somewhat, somewhere, it's gonna be different. but hell, i know they will come back because that's what they do.

To: 1TYM
teddy; danny; baekkyoung; jinhwan.

If you leave me now
you'll take away the biggest part of me
Oh no, baby please don't go

And If you leave me now
You'll take away the very heart of me
Oh no, baby please don't go

Oh girl, I just want you to stay
A love like ours is love that's hard to find
How could we let it slip away
We've come too far to leave it all behind
How could we end it all this way
When tomorrow comes and we both regret
The things we said today

A love like ours is love that's hard to find
How could we let it slip away
We've come too far to leave it all behind
how could we end it all this way
When tomorrow comes and we both regret
The things we said today

If you leave me now
You'll take away the biggest part of me
Oh no, baby please don't go
Oh girl, just got to have you by my side
Oh no, baby please don't go
Oh mama, just got to have your lovin

thanks for being with me for 6 years, and more years coming. <3

*mwahs @ 1:42 AM