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 ;just because i am me;
and eu are, well, just eu.


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define me?

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Thursday, September 15, 2005

imma beginnin to think;

that i am actually not that important to those who are important to me.

am i being weird? no. i just suddenlie realize that i had been waitin in vain for people who are not so keen to let me wait. am i making sense? i hope so. it's like, imma tearing my heart out for them but they don't appreciate it. am i being oversensitive? no. i tried to outtalk my inner self, tellin myself that they are just busy and they still care inside. but now? i think i wanna laugh at my stupidness.

control. stop. refresh.

nothing can make me feel otherwise.


*mwahs @ 10:42 AM