breezin, ain`t;

2 months is reachin and it means we are halfwae done with our course. and it means, another 2 months and imma flyin to tokyo.

excited; anxiety; sadness;

excitement> of course. the chill of goin to a total foreign country without your parents naggin behind your back for every single decisions eu make. and GOD, TOKYO. the land of fashion, cute guys, whatever! who WOULDNT be xcited to spend AT LEAST 5 and a half years there?

anxiety> god. what if this what if that. what if i cant find a job. what if tokyo isn't as nice as i had imagined. what ifffff.

sadness> i hafta leave EVERYONE and EVERYTHING behind. mommay and dadday. ETHAN. connie sis and eugene bro. reis sis and william bro. alvin bro and carmen sis. then ALL my relatives. then my FRIENDS. rence kenny charlene capri and so. my kickass church. eric dadday. everyone. and the THINGS. penang laksa. chao kuey tiao. chee cheong fun. merlion park. orchard road. my home.

god. studyin aboard is never easy ain't it.

catched up with charlene on saturdae when i sneaked back and boyyyyy did we haf fun. we caught war of tha worlds and took crazie neoprints and everythang and god i missed her. tsktsk. we wentta esplanade and caught baybeatttt and FIREWORKS. it's kinda coincident aniwae but somehow, it makes us feel reallie good despite tha rotten stuffs that we had faced. then we were reminiscin about the old past back in secondarie school and boyyy, we were laughin so loud and everythin and i think we almost got thrown into the sea. we talked about our sec 1 carnival, the road relay, the quarrells, the sentosa and eastcoastpark trip... all the endless memories of secondarie school were runnin at tha back of our mind like a black and white movie. for tha one who'd been in my life at that period, eu know i miss eu. and how can i forget, bumpin into KENNIBOI is one of the greatest surprise i had x)

went back and caught eric dadday at checkpoint! i lurfe god hahas. he'd a friend, youngmi with him and we brought her to eat lukluk and dangabay. she's flyin back to korea on tuesdae so youngmi, imma gonna miss eu!

what would eu think of mie now;
if i said i miss`d eu somehow.

*mwahs @ 11:09 AM