todae i learnt a fcukin hardcore lesson.




nort everybody who saez that they're gonna be there when eu needz them do so.

and those who'd said stuffx lyke "look itz gonna be fyne." "i'll be there when euu needz mie." "we're goin thru this together." and stuffx, it'z plain crap bullshit. dun fcukin ever said that to euur friend because eu CANNOT do it. it FCUKIN hurtz eu knowe? itz lyke havin euur heart stabbed and THEN bein stepped on. and then bein toasted around, and passed it to euu back when they are gigglin stupidlie thinkin that it'z OKAE.

i am tellin eu, it'z FCUKIN nort. and eu knowe what hurtz most? is when they need that fcukin someone to be there fer them, euu fcukin did it without reconsiderin. without thinkin. without hesitatin. without thinkin of gettin somethang in return. so it'z lyke, imma be-there-fer-euu-machine? narhs i am nort complainin, but if euu want peepz to respect euu, euu respect them first. same thang, if euu want peepz to be there fer euu, euu jolly well fcukin did da same, especiallie when euu had promised them so.

SO MUCH fer all those crapz and when thangz happened, they'll be lyke "er i karn help eu. sorrieeee." and gave eu that fcukin retarded grinnin face. or "er who? she/he'z overseax rite nowe." yeahs all at overseas at ONE TYME arhs. THANKS. i seriouslie dun need that man. i onlie want those peepz who said they will help to actuallie DO IT. dun fcukin promised if euu couldn't.

this whole thang let mie know who are da true friendz and who'z nort. it let mie realized how practical peepx are and how fcukin two-sided face creep they'd been. thankz ARHS. all this onlie tellz mie one thang, euu onlie lyke da fcukin creditz. when there'z fcukin problemz, euu ran awae lyke it'z none of euur fcukin business AT ALL. and EUU are da one sayin that I was da one shiftin da fcukin responsible. look, if i were to do it i would had, FREAKIN LONG TYME AGO. i wun even bothered about everythang dun i? euu have no fcukin idea what i am goin thru rite nowe so FCUKED ALL DA ACCUSATION. euu heard that?

i am soooooo sorrie if this post has too manie fcukin sensored wordz which are deadlie harmful fer euur virgin eyez. but eu knowe what? i fcukin dunch care animore nowe. cause what i had gotten from da carez i had given to turn into a bunch of fcukin accusation. i am SICK of it. again, euu guyz are sucha WONDERFUL friendz. euu mek mie learnt one fcukin important lesson that i will need when i grow up. thanks ARHS. and orhs, i had a WONDERFUL teacher who said different thangz to different peepx. euu definitelie mek MOE fcukin proud.

capri: i dunno what i'm gonna do without euu. euu fcukin rawk muh lyfe.

as fer da rest, STOP ACTIN LYKE A PERFECT FRIEND BEFORE EUU MEK SURE THAT EUU CAN REALLIE PRACTICE WHAT EUU'D PREACHED. i jux hope that Him will forgive euu one dae cause it mite be ME that has gorten into this whole fcukin mess, itz EUU that i'm fcukin sorrie fer.

fcuk those so-called friends. i finallie seen thru all euur fcukin face.

*mwahs @ 6:07 PM