OH MOI GAWD. i would never ever believe this dae ever. everrr. received a sms from *ahem* that he saw mie a few daez back and i was like "HUH? HE IS BACK IN SINGAPORE?" oh moi gawd. thiz is all so scarieee. da dreem, da bulletin, da gettin-back feelingx,it are all symptonx! and i had missed it! i was tremblin, screamin in ma pillow, screamin in muh heart, pushin muh templex, closin muh eyez and everythin, i dunno whie.
 
i was SO shocked i just couldn't pay attention in class. i screamed to xuannie, charlene, damian, ruoci, carolyn, and everyone whom possibly knew about it and i was SO nervous. itx like a mix feeling. he didch replie me and i got reallie sicked of waitin so i decided to call him.
 
went up to marcus and talked to him about this and asked him what should i do. he gave me encouragement to call *ahem* so i dialled da number and patiently waited fer da dial tone. da ringin tone is not muh nervousiest moment. lenny picked up and i was liked "er... *ahem* there?" she was like "yeahx hang on" and da phone was in silent fer a few secondx. this is da part where i was SO nervous, i was sufferin from nausea and i felt feverish. when he picked up i was like "FCUK." that kinda feelin. itx been fcukin 7 monthx since i last hear his voice. trembled at da sound of him. we talked awhile and he said he saw me when i was with ruoci in cine!!! damn me whie didch i saw him??!! fcuk! mmm... then we talked about some other stuffx and i said i will be in town tomorrow and if he is goin there do gimme a call. he says yeah and we hung out. i screamed to marcus after that and totallie jumpin up and down in da class.
 
called elly and frida and screamed together and we were soooo ARGH-ing! euu know, it'x like euu are xcited and nervous and happie and yet afraid and worried that you will get a disappointment tomorrow. i tried to force muhself to think about other stuffx xcept fer him but i failed miserablie. fcuk. i kept thinkin "will he show up?" "what mux i wear?" "muh escada ibiza hippi!" "errr... call him?" freak. muh brain is burstin.
 
took amathx mock xam and guess what? i passed muh first ever amathx paper. =]]] was tellin kitlee about it. wahaha. before i went off i was like askin people to wish mie luckz fer tomorrow. called tiffany and planned fer tomorrow. meetin caroyln at 1pm and tiff, jester and jeremy at 2pm. i dunno about him. i dun wanna think about it. but seriouslie i still karn.
 
rence fell sick oh huney sg... poor thingie... he and eugene kinda quarrelled and eugene kinda went back to his attitudish mode. awwwws this happened everytime over da three letter i-r-c!!! ferget it. rence told me to let nature tek itx course. yeahhhh. i think so too. thankx zhao yun and shu ling and of courze muh darlenk ruoci fer suggestionx on what shall i wear tomorrow! xD
 
rence: tekcaaire alrite?! drink more plain water [8 jugx]. euu alwaex nagx at mie and now ish muh turn! =D headache then get a rest hor. get well soon huney =]
 
eugene: dun be mad animore kiesx? next time i cancel muh movie earlier narhx... eugene prince more important yeahsss? xD cheer up sweetiepie. =]
 
ruoci: darlenk thankx so muchiez on that suggestionx of clothin. karn believe i actuallie missed *ahem* as i was lookin deep into euur eyez that dae. euuu larhxx!!! >.< but itx okaeee, if itz meant to be, itx meant to be!!! cheer up too kiesx? i dowan euu to be sad! =]
 
guyx, wish me luckiez tomorrow. i just want him to call me and tell me that he is gonna be there. i dowan another disappointment alreadieee. itx too much to tek. i wanna see him before he flyx back to indonesia. *ahem*, I WANNA SEE EUUU ALRITE. be there please. =S
 
*i dun wanna think about euuu*
*think about mieee*
*dun wanna figure this out*


*mwahs @ 6:14 PM