Saturday, July 17, 2004
Can you leave me here alone now
I don't wanna hear you say
That you know me
That I should be
Always doing what you say
Cause I'm trying get through today
And there's one thing I know
I don't wanna think about you
Or think about me
Don't wanna figure this out
Don't wanna think about you
Or think about nothing
Don't wanna talk this one out
I won't let you bring me down
Cause I know
I don't wanna think about you
Don't wanna think about you
When I wake up here tomorrow
Things will never be the same
Cause I won't wait
Cause you won't change
And you'll always be this way
Now I'm gonna get through today
And there's one thing I know
I don't wanna think about you
Or think about me
Don't wanna figure this out
Don't wanna think about you
Or think about nothing
Don't wanna talk this one out
This time I won't let you bring me down
Won't let you shut me out
This time I know
I don't wanna think about you
Run away, run away
Running as fast as I can
Run away, run away
I'll never come back again
Run away, run away
Don't wanna think about you
Or think about me
Don't wanna figure this out
Don't wanna think about you
Or think about me
Don't wanna talk this one out
I don't wanna think about you
Or think about me
Don't wanna figure this out
Don't wanna think about you
Or think about nothing
Don't wanna talk this one out
This time I won't let you bring me down
Won't let you shut me out
This time I know
I don't wanna think about you
Run away, run away
Don't wanna think about you
alrite. guyx dun asked mie da outcome. all i know ish, i have no regretx at all alreadie. thankx jester, tiffany, shawn, sherlyn, jeremy, carolyn and rence fer bein there. reallie. and i wanna thank herry too. thankx fer mekin me grow, and thankx me mekin me learn somethin over a night. i miss euu, i seriouslie do. but thatx not gonna change any factz at all. please please please tekcaairee of euurself when i'm not around, dun alwaesx drink so much alchoholx when euu are clubbin. i dun like euu to be a sober and i dun like it when euu were havin hangoverx. it hurtx mie as much as it mekz euu giddie. itx okae, i am okaee. gimme a nite to think it over and i will be as normal as i am tomorrow alreadie. i just realize mabbie we dun have that much fate. but whatever it ish, i will still remember euu as one of da most special person i had ever met, so thankew.
went home with sherlyn and talked all da wae back. was tellin her about pierre and herry while she told mie about jason. we came to a conclusion that short relationshipx givez euu da most memoriesx. haha. was havin a reallie good time with her though, mabbie we should hang out more often wahaha. and PLEASE, no more xuchunmei ai ni men!!! that was fcukin gross! but it was fun. shawn, euu had gort a new wife =D reached home at about 12.45am. i felt like callin rence but i dowan to disturb his beauty sleepin time. haha. later he blamed mie fer mekin hebe gone from his dream again. whatx more he just recovered from sickness so yeahx i can tek it on muh own.
two tear drops dropped from da second floor of cine to da basement. one of them told da another, "human tearx are meant fer stuborness." da other one replied, "but it mekx her grow and eased her pain." they dropped onto da floor and da gurl stopped cryin and realized that itx not so painful afterall.
[[i.miss.euu.so.much.it.hurtx]]
*mwahs @ 6:55 PM