alriteee. didch update muh blog. i guessed i was figurin thingx out. received a msg from him on sundae mornin that he was flyin back to indonesia alreadie. at that moment, i didch even checked who sent da msg cause i knew it'x gotta be him. muh heart squeezed and everythin, euu know, itx not like, we are gonna be together even though we see each other, but da fact that we didch get to meet up after we didch see each other fer almost 7 monthx while he was in uk and now he was steppin on da same ground, same land, same countrie as mie, and yet we didch even saw each other. it'x juz so, so... so.. so sad.
 
was not on muh brightez mood fer lesson todae. thankx so muchie to xuannie fer da effort of tryin to cheer mie up yeahx? i juz need time to adapt. but euu know i will overcome thix easilie. =D discussed about carnival todae again and we kinda finalised all decisionx alreadie. went to bpp to get muh escada ibiza hippe from lauren as i left it with carolyn last saturdae. celeste, lijuan, huiting, xuannie, teemeng, woeiginn and ken went too. ken was feelin reallie unwell so he left first. guyx, dun blame him yeahx? ken tekcairree alrite. =D dun think about it animore. *hinted to nick: he ish in lurve with xu chun mei* WAHAHAHA.
 
vivien was reallie sick too due to impropriate-to-disclose-here-sickensx and was squatin down all da while. aiyeesx painx mamie'z heart seein euu liddat alrite? tekcairee kiesx?! euur bodie ish reallie week. mux mek tonic soup fer euuu alreadie. xD
 
came back and slept until junwei came and he taught me vectorx. was reallie sleepie but managed to do all da questionx. watched muh 10 thingx i hate about euu again after downloadin da correct codec. whieeeesx thankx ah pang! was reallie feelin unwell durin da tuition. had dat feverlish and cold feelin, but it subsided after i ate 3 barx of chocolatez.
 
therex gonna be emathx mock test tomorrow, argh fcuk. i missed mp. i reallie do. mabbie i will go there tomorrow nite, of course, without carolyn knowing. =X if anione of euu who are seein it and know how special mp ish to me, let me go alrite? itx not like i am gonna jump into da sea there, or hide inside da merlion like jeremy, no. in fact, thatx da onlie place where can heal mie. it had been alwaex liddat since i was 13. so let me be. after awhile, i will be alrite. okaee?
 
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*mwahs @ 4:53 PM