whieeeeesx i gort this mega chio layout thanks to dearie bouncy kailin!!! thanks so much gurl i lurve u so so so so so so muchie! mwahx mwahx mwahx! ehss people do tell me how you feel about this layout kiesx?! alrite moi first post! todae i went to da doctor to get moi leg done... he said moi muscle contracted alot esp in da rainie daex is due to da fact that i'd sprained it before on moi knee cap and it sorta pulled da whole vein or somethin... and this kinda lead back to wat happened 2 years ago of christopher's incident and itx still remained fresh in moi mind like it had jux happened 2 daes ago. nevermind i ain't gonna tok about xtopher thingie alreadie... went home after that and dad came back!!! i was like, wow, when i saw him cause he got his hair cut and all that and he looked reallie... young! then we went to eat a jhh, therex seafood everywhere. black pepper crab, somethin called lala [? i dunno it looked like seashell], another thin which is like da size of 5 lala and i dunno wat itx called, and moiself ate another grilled chicken, pasta and satay! kinda full... guessed i will misssss all these yummie yumyum food when i go to melbourne. damn. moi leg contracted again after i bathed and i reallie wanna chop it off. reallie. trust me if you knew the pain i'm feelin, you would have agree with me. i was just writin rence's 2000 words testimonial when jon asked me in msn whether melissa still liked him anot. yeah, i was da one who brought you 2 together but that doesn't mean i know everythin! but melissa did mentioned that she liked clifford more so i kinda treated it as a no and told jon "if it's over then you hafta accept it." after awhile he asked me again so i called melissa and asked her... who knows she started screamin at me and said "i karn believe u said all these and i dowan to talk to u ever again" and hung up da phone. i was like "huh?" i onlie asked whether she still liked jon anot! then after awhile jon said she was angry and i was like "she was angry at me not you." then i jux blocked him and jux... froze. i mean, why does melissa hafta scream at me alwaes without findin out da truth? it happens everytime and in da end she jux apologized. i mean, hello? i karn take every quarrel as easy as you ok! it's ALWAYS because of guys! alwaes! why can't we, da best friends of 4 long years compared to some new guys u jux knew? why u hafta screamed at me everytime without considerin moi feelings and jux hung up da phone? then i came to a conclusion. i, will never help anyone animore in moi whole life. never ever. even tou rence said before it's in me and i can't change tat, i dun care. i dowan to help people animore. it's all gettin back to me so why am i still helpin people and gettin moi face shut out?
