paradoxical ; whimsical. eu can't really handle me.
define me?
eu're a divineBITCH.
;THE MOMENTune.
Monday, November 09, 2009
tokyo is getting back to its original goodness. it only comes so rarely when you keep those you love and who loves you fucking near.
1. something interesting might happen to me. pray for me! 2. need to stay away from the models circle. too much dramas & rock and roll going on. > stay away from francis when he's drunk, for his saliva works like merlion when he's drunk. > keep breyden away from nuts. > and remember japan's ambulance no is 119 in case brey gets his hands on nuts. > stop dani from kissing me (thank god yuria left japan, tsk). > ashley & gabriel. DRAMAS. > and lend gabe a crying shoulder when ashley leaves at the end of the month. > tommy and his chinablues. > milano and her boobs. damn damn damn. > keep oliver away from me when she has a cigarette on her hand. once was enough. > fbar is the new lex.
3. you need a new distraction to get over a distraction. > i think i have a new distraction. it's mildly distracting me from my past distractor, but the past distractor is still a huge distraction just because it's damn distracting. the recent distractions it caused is distracting me from my new distractor, although i have to say that the new distractor is doing a pretty awesome job at distracting as well. 4. you mother fucking piece of hot ass. i miss you. > you're a hot mess and imma falling for you.
5. i have an awesome life. don't hate.
*mwahs @ 8:28 PM
Monday, October 19, 2009
sometimes, all it takes is pure TALENT;
pure GAGA-ness;
pure EUROTRASH;
pure HOT MESS;
to make the world go round.
*mwahs @ 4:26 PM
Friday, October 09, 2009
what a f e e l i n g;
there's tonnes of thoughts swimming in me right now. i feel like my chest's gonna burst with emotions anytime soon.
and no, its not anything dramatic. it's the aftermath of reading a really really good book + grey's anatomy ep 4 (oh the wussy side of alex, le sigh) + thai funny commercials + eating 10 ferrero rochers at one go.
i'd read so much books this week that my brain is over-brimmed with afterthoughts and raw emotions. if ONLY i could find a way to let it out... arghs, the agony of being a bookworm, AND having a photographic memory.
i was asking myself what do i wanna do for the rest of my life, and even though i love mass media and journalism, my heart still lies with travelling. and SO, i think imma gonna become those people who live somewhere for 2 months, work there and get to know the local culture, and move again. hippie for life, yay.
one of the few places i would REALLY wanna live would be bangkok. HAHA. don't ask me why, but i have a random soft spot for thai :) and of course greece!!! jason wants to move there permanently, and if he does imma gonna buy the house besides him and we'll be neighbours and we'll go to santorini again with his pillow HAHA.
london is OBVIOUS, it's nothing new since my heart is still in london (yes, it still is up to this day) and given the chance i would live there for more than a year. new york would be nice, and boston... at this rate, i might really go sign up to be a flight stewardess (i could see you dancing there, dinah!)
sighs. guess the travel bug in me is complaining. i haven't feed it properly since coming back to japan and it must hate me now, since i fed it almost every single weekend back in europe. sorry travel bug! you will be rewarded in winter break, i promise! :)
till then, imma gonna be a good girl and rock tokyo. and the library :)
april loves black coffee; i'm having a heart attack; we are banana pancakes :)
*mwahs @ 7:17 PM
Monday, October 05, 2009
you would not believe your eyes if ten million fireflies lit up the world as i fell asleep cause they'd fill the open air and leave teardrops everywhere you'd think me rude but i'd just stand and stare
i'd like to make myself believe that planet earth turns slowly its hard to say that i'd rather stay awake when i'm asleep cause everything is never as it seems
cause i'd get a thousand hugs from ten thousand lightning bugs as they tried to teach me how to dance a foxtrot above my head a sock hop beneath my bed a disco ball is just hanging by a thread
when i fall asleep leave my door open just a crack (please take me away from here) cause i feel like such an insomniac (please take me away from here) why do i tire of counting sheep (please take me away from here) when i'm far too tired to fall asleep
to ten million fireflies i'm weird cause i hate goodbyes i got misty eyes as they said farewell but i'll know where several are if my dreams get real bizarre cause i saved a few and i keep them in a jar
i'd like to make myself believe that planet earth turns slowly it's hard to say that i'd rather stay awake when i'm asleep cause my dreams are bursting at the seams
*mwahs @ 3:16 PM
Saturday, October 03, 2009
21, BITCHES!
*mwahs @ 1:35 AM
Friday, October 02, 2009
1 to 21;
i am turning 21 tomorrow.
i am becoming legal.
i am joining the senior citizens community.
;;;
dinner with sharon & enhui yesterday and we were basking in our europe memories and i'd realized - i've done a crazy shit loads of crazy things. it will be 35years later if i list out allllll the things i've done, but those crazy things are part of the reason why i love europe so much.
i would give up all just to do it all over again :)
;;;
a year ago i was in munich, having the beer of my life in oktoberfest. life, go figure.
